So Selfish

Rashan's cousin died a week and a half ago.  The funeral is this Saturday... during our weekend to see each other.  We only see each other twice a month and I was really looking forward to it, like I always am.  Even though he hates me, I can't help but love him... boo hoo.  He was also going to be here for my super bowl party.  And I was planning on making two different pastas this week and sending him back with the leftovers.  I also wasn't eating out this week until he got here.  I guess I just won't eat out at all this week.

I know you're saying, why don't you just see him the next week?  I have a big shoot in Tallahassee for my film... WHYYYYYYYYYY?????  So am I supposed to not see him for a month?  That's not going to work.  The longest we've ever gone is 3 weeks and it was torture.  AND NOT FAIR!  Just like this.  Oh and my lecture went nicely yesterday.  Le sigh.  I was planning on going up to Atlanta on the 23rd but that's almost 3 weeks from TODAY and it's been almost 2 weeks since we last saw each other. TODAY.  UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

So I wrote this in haste... then realized that my shoot is the FOLLOWING weekend, not next weekend.  Oops.  Lol.  Reunited and it feeeeels so gooooood.  Now I don't have to show my entire backside on the blog.  That's how you know you're family.  When people show all the way out and don't even care.  (Or they have to keep blogging to show up their hateful boyfriends. Can you believe this negro (me and HReid are so similar) told me I had more comments than him because I talked ABOUT him? Get over yourself dude.  You playin yaself!  And you killin me, Smalls!)  For the record, I'm a very caring girlfriend (obviously) and encouraged him to attend the service.  But it doesn't mean I will be happy about not seeing my manly love.


Ginae said...

watch out now..that manly love comment could be taken more than a few ways..lol..

soooo selfish that Jam I tell ya..lol

glad it is all going to work out....

Trish said...

Awww! Hahaha! When you miss someone its hard to wait but when you can't stand someone they're always around! Lol!

gee said...

damn black folks know they can hold on to a body! lol

am i the only one that caught that? whats wrong with me?

Rashan Jamal said...

1. it was last friday. 8 days, not a week and a half.
2. I miss you too and wish I was gonna be there. I'm glad it's going to be next week, i was going to have to call out sick or something.
3. watch how many comments you get for mentioning me AGAIN!!!

Gorgeous_Puddin said...

Your relationship is sooooo cute. I love ya'll. Lol! The heart needs what it needs when it needs it period!

DaniColoredGlasses said...

You are a good one....I spazz out somewhere in the 4 day range. oh and please don't have me excited about some kind of date/time together and then reschedule. Armageddon. Yes, I'm a two-yr-old.

Jameil said...

ginae... i don't know what you could be talking about but you know you people think what you want no matter what i say.

trish... hahahaha. right!?

gee... i was thinking the same thing!! but i've been corrected as you see in the comment below you. feels like a long time ago.

rj... 1) fine. 2) i know!! 3) wrong again loser.

gp... thanks! it really does!

dani... girl i can't wait to be done w/this distance! rotfl @ you the 2yo! man when he told me that i got off the phone w/the quickness. NOT. HAPPY. i know it's not his fault but IT'S NOT FAIR!!