9.24.2008

Evolution of a Filmmaker

Currently feeling all of my previously held notions and conceptions shifting.  That's not a bad thing but it leaves me feeling slightly untethered.  That's due mostly to the change aspect.  You know how us creatures of habit react to change.  Right now that's what my whole life.  Rashan says us quarter life crisis(ers) are dramatic.  Life's dramatic.  I'll deal with it.  It's not a cry for help but if you'd like to talk about how you understand, I won't mind.  For once I'm not going to try to control the comments.  




Close your mouth and stop it with the smart comments. 

Lol.

8 comments:

The Ink said...

relax.

It is growing up.

Your thoughts are evolving because YOU are evolving.

You are seeing more, all those movies are starting to take root. You are in a new place, seeing new things.

If you WEREN'T evolving, that would be a problem.

Enjoy the ride but keep your hands on the steering wheel.

Adei von K said...

just cause rashan is going thru his mid-life crisis doesn't mean he can condemn ours!!! can I have this!? *face* can we commiserate without beign dramatic?

well, right now, i'm over the antsy anxious and angry feeling. we'll see what happens in 3 months.

Rashan Jamal said...

Hold up!!! Did I tell everybody that? I'm just saying, people always go through this. Quarter life, 33 1/3 life, 79.8 life. It's not so much a crisis as just life.

@ adei - Can you commiserate without being dramatic? That's all I'm asking. LOL

Desy said...

hahaha@ quarter life crisiser and adei's comment....

I can't say that I have ever been too rigid about any notion (probably because I've been a steady student that has constently been told I was wrong), but that has not kept me from being firmly placed in the things I DO know... so I guess as long as you feel comfortable with the things you KNOW are right, then the rest will be ok to adjust...? manybe?...lol... i don't know... just throwing something out there...

thinkin of makin my way to Gville this weekend... unless plans get adusted for new beau... but i'll keep you up to date...

@rah-it's been so long since you've seen your quarter life, so i understand why you may think our reaction is dramatic... take your time trying to reach back and recapture that feeling... go ahead... we'll wait...lol

Epsilonicus said...

The more you learn, the more you grow. That tends to be how it works.

PCD (Pretty Circle Drawer) said...

quarter-life crisis? yikes! take a breath, have some candy and a coke or something...you'll be fine. life is change, you know this

Opinionated Diva said...

I agree with Rashan and Ink...Like you, I too am a creature of habit. I can roll with the punches and adjust to change when I have to, but I'm going to complain about it - and I've been doing that my whole life, so it's not just a quarter life crisis. It's all a part of evolving.

jameil1922 said...

ink... i'm not unrelaxed or unaware of the process. that doesn't make it less unnerving.

adei... hahahaha. right? lol. glad it's passed. it always does, doesn't it? life is a cycle full of seasons.

rj... whatever you say and stop being a jerk.

desy... don't encourage either of them. wait until you're not a student anymore. what are you going to gainesville for?

epsi... really? hmmm...

pcd... lol. mmm candy! yes i know this.

diva... exactly! can't i complain about it?? hahahaha. love it.