I'm bored without my standing Saturday night entertainment!! And yet I have a million things to do! You know how it is when you have so many things to do you don't even know where to start? "Hellooo Jameil's life." "Hey, how you doin?" I'm having to answer that foolish question, "So who's gonna work for you when you're not here." Don't care. I won't be here. Honestly if that's not the dumbest question in the world I don't know what is. Do you think people sit me down and say, "So who do you think should work your shift when you're not here?" Is it time to go yet? Someone tell me. I know I'm being a pain but this is me, this is me not caring. This is me not caring right now. This is me not caring yesterday. This is me not caring today. This is me not caring tomorrow. This is me not caring in 25 days (not that I'm counting). I do like it when they call me "short-timer." I answer that like it's my name and with a smile!
One day soon I'll tell the story of the process because I think some people could use it. Nothing worth having comes easily. As trite as that shibboleth (shouts to Mau! Lol.) sometimes is, it's so true. Everything I've gone through, am going through and will go through comes at a price and for a reason. It's all to make me stronger and to help me further appreciate what God's brought me through when it's done. "I got the h.ook up, holl.a if you hear me!" I know you know that song. Pretty sure I crack G(od) up with my hood song references to him. Lol.
*Shouts to the NYT for giving me my bucket list for the city: places to hit before I blow this pierogi stand!! Ow!