I'm in a terrible mood and taking it out on everyone. I feel bad about it and I'm also really stuck. I'm in this awful mental space because of the massive amount of stuff I have left to do in the next two weeks. Maybe just listing it all will help me feel better (or for you to commiserate with me). Due by Tuesday: A CV, cover letter, creative statement, teaching philosophy, demo reel, lecture, 21 packages to grade, and my favorite-- a 20-page paper. I also have at least 4 movies to watch to go into that paper. Did I forget to say I'm in charge of Thanksgiving dinner? With a (non-seafood-eating) vegetarian & a no pork or alcohol Muslim coming. Recipes turned completely upside down. I'm not making everything but enough. And I really want Rashan's birthday to be great... and he doesn't care. I'm gonna go work on my attitude.