1.10.2007

Iwanngoooommmmmmeeeeeeee!!

You know how when little kids get upset and start crying they get unintelligible? That's how I feel right now. I saw the bf for 20 minutes yesterday. I drove to the airport to see him during his layover. Then I had a 40 minute drive home. I was happy to see him. As soon as I turned around from leaving the gate, I thought, "Is that all?" And I had something in the car I wanted to give him AND I FORGOT IT!! So pissed. I'll mail it to him now but STILL! Whatever.

As I was leaving, I just felt overwhelmingly sad. All I could think is, "I WANNA GO HOME!!" (hence the title). I haven't seen my mom since April 2006. I may not be able to get home before March. I'm trying to figure out a way to change that. 1) I want to see my mom, 2) one of my closest and oldest friends from home just had a baby and I want to see the adorable Tristan Joshua in person, 3) I just want to be home, in a thriving, metropolitan city. Did I mention I want to see my mom? HOME SICK! And I never get like this. I'm used to not going home a lot. Freshman year one of my fellow Hamptonians from Charlotte whose mom is in the Hampton Alumni Assoc. in Charlotte w/my mom used to take me home with her. After that I only went home Thanksgiving, Christmas, Spring Break and Summer. No middle trips. But this is different. It's been nearly a year.

Sigh. Someone send me home.

15 comments:

Paula D. said...

Awww, I know how it feels to be homesick & miss your people. I struggle with it all the time. Heads up in 2007! You will get home :-)

CNEL said...

Damn, I can't imagine not seeing my mother for a year. Yea, she irks me sometimes, but its definitely a love thing.

If I had it like that I'd be your sponsor.

Since I don't have it like that, here's wishing you get home sooner rather than later.

ms. complexity said...

I know EXACTLY how you feel! Don't worry, things will get better.

Epsilonicus said...

Awwww. I get a lil homesick too. It normally happens right before my breaks though. I feel you on that.

Jarrod said...

I got $5 on the gas. $10 on the plane ticket.

Leela said...

OMG! we are SOOOOOO HERE!! stay strong, time flies!

Elle Willa said...

best get a paypal button and take donations.

DollFace said...

Blog hug!

March will be here soon (if you can't get there before then). That paypal isn't such a bad idea :-)

Stacie von Kutieboots said...

awww Jameilionte! I'd send you home (or to Brist) in a heartbeat if I could :-( I'm glad you got to see Kyle, even if you forgot to give him his package, that just means you can put that much more in the mail! yay care packages!

Amber Ileene said...

if i could wish you home i would ... in fact i think ill try anyway let me know if it works ... i know im mos def gonna miss home when im off to grad school... its the first time ill be away from home permanelty ... well... in forever!

the joy said...

man jam. i got time but cant afford it and you can afford it but dont got time. life's not fair. get home soon.

4EverJennayNay said...

Awwe! Poor baby!

I understand tho. I get like that sometimes too. I'm a big ass baby tho. I think if it'd been more than three months my mom would be sitting on my non-existing couch when I got home from work tho, even though I'm on about two hours away from her now.

4EverJennayNay said...

Awwe! Poor baby!

I understand tho. I get like that sometimes too. I'm a big ass baby tho. I think if it'd been more than three months my mom would be sitting on my non-existing couch when I got home from work tho, even though I'm on about two hours away from her now.

Don't Oppress Me said...

See, I never get home sick, maybe thats because I don't like my family. *Shrug*

Dreamlover said...

Aw!

I hope that you get to go home soon, click your ruby shoes!!

I know it's hard on you to be in that relationship and not to see mama very often either sucks!!